Very nervous about this but I feel like I need to talk about my experiences...never had attraction to anything but women but from a young age had a strange interest in bestiality then one day I had a sexual experience with my family pet...a male bulldog named rocky and had no interest in female dogs ever since I was around 16 then and have both struggled with my sexual interests and taken it further tan I thought possible many times its an urge I can't fight sometimes I'm guilty sometimes not but I always do it again no matter how much I say I won't..truth is I know I enjoy it and I'm not gay but it is what it is...so...go ahead ask away only doing this in hopes that my experience will help someone like me so no hateful comments its not like I don't know the nature of what I do and its actually a very guarded secret that no one I know will ever know if I can hide it not only because I did it but because I feel at times I can't stop I will say its happened well over 100 times over the years with 26+/- different partners...ask me anything