Crushed (self.zoophilia)
submitted 2017-02-02 21:39:59 by peacheslala97 19/F/Loves dogs and horses
So I just learned that my grandmother died this morning. My older brother and his wife were in a car accident, it was minor but they have cuts and bruises. And my second boyfriend Bobby(not real name) has colic.
I found out via Facebook lurking minutes ago. This.....I can't handle this.
colic?
Colic is used to encompass most gastrointestinal conditions in horses which cause pain, as well as some other unrelated abdominal issues. Some types of colic can prove fatal if surgery is not performed.
thanks for explaining it to me.
It's basically a stomach ache in horses that can prove fatal to them :(
wow
I don't think a comment will help much, but I can't think of something else.
So best wishes from me, then.
In these times it's just best to stay strong yourself and support those who are hurt or are also grieving like you.
Thank you, I really appreciate this. I just don't know if I can, I have to be strong but this all happened so suddenly. My nana's funeral will be in a couple of days. And Bobby's funeral might be today if he doesn't pull through.
This, too, shall pass.
take the best care of your BF, I wish you two the best of luck.
He's not with me. My family took him when I was outed.
What?
Your family took him when they knew you were a zoo...?
I was outed do to my own stupidity, even though I raised Bobby from colthood. There was nothing I could say I was completely disowned and left town because everyone knew. I lost me job and my boyfriend. I couldn't take legal action against anyone, I would've been torn apart. What could I say? It's why I simply left the state and started new. All because I left my laptop on and was logged in a zoo website and.....well we know how that ended.
I know the feeling, but I played it safe.
I said I wasn't sexually attracted (but only want a romantic relationship), but my mom keeps telling me not to have sex with her. (Tough luck.)
I'd go insane if my partner was taken away from me.
Like, I'd literally be swinging baseball bats.
I'm really bothered by this.
Wasn't he legally owned by you, on your name?
So... you can still come in contact with him right?
I was blocked on all social media, basically most of my family wishes I was dead. I didn't have a contract for Bobby, he was simply a gift from my uncle. I made a new Facebook account to lurk and see how everyone else is doing. It's a very raw deal.
I'm sorry to hear about your situation. :(
He took another turn for the worse :(
damn.
Why? Just fucking why?!
??
I'm confused? Did I say something mean? I'm sorry if that wasn't the best response, but I just said damn because your situation sounds to me to be pretty bad.
I think she's just asking why in general about her situation rather than lashing out at you.
No that was directed at you in angry manner. No new updates on Bobby on Facebook.
I really wish you the best of lucks with Bobby.
I'm trying to stay confident but it's not looking good
Condolences on your Grandmother. Not much more to say there that would help. I'll add Bobby to my prayers for what that's worth, and I hope your other family members recover well.
It's not looking good for him at all right now. My nana, I missed her so much you know? I missed everything and everyone, I know they completely cut me off but I don't hate them. I can't hate them.
Bobby made it. Thank you :)
I'm so sorry to hear that. I hope Bobby is okay. You're in my thoughts. That sucks so much.
I'm so scared because he keeps getting worse and worse and also my nana.....she was always in good health. I don't think I can handle this! I don't!
Feel free to pm me too. Can vent and let it all out.
Ok
Take a deep breath. It's going to be okay. You have two options. Come home and face that awkwardness or breath and let what happens. It sucks that it's such a heartbreaking process, but it will be okay. Bobby knows you love him and would be there if you could.
Right now I'm terrified because no new updates have been made
I'm sure there is someone you can reach out to and ask what's happening with him.
Nope. I'm dead to my family :/
Deep breath. Promise will be okay. See if someone can say something to you.
Any updates?
Bobby survived thankfully. But watching from afar really threw me for a loop. I drove back home but didn't linger around long, didn't want anyone to recognize me. I visited Bobby at the vet he was staying at. It was good seeing him again and he was happy to see me and tried to eat my hair. I left after a little while despite wanting to stay by his side while he recovered. It felt like I had closure, like I could properly say goodbye to him this time. I'm still hurt by all this but knowing he's ok and being able to to hug him and say goodbye was worth it. I left before and went back home. I also left some flowers for my grandma as well.
That sucks so much
It did
I'm glad you and Bobby could have some closure and maybe can take steps for your own life moving forward with the other dog you have or take care of (if you want to). The closure is key. Give you big hug if I could. Hang in there and again, so sorry about Grandma and Bobby.
I can rest easy now that I've seen Bobby once now.
Any other updates on Bobby?
No further updates
Any updates on Bobby?
Bobby is fit and healthy. Haven't seen him again in person though.
Well I'm glad he's doing well and you did get that time to see him. It's important to have that closure, though it hurts. How's everything else going?
Things are going fine now. Work has been good. How have you been?
Oh long days at work for me and unable to get on here at times. Glad things are going well
Not too bad. Work keeps me busy.