Dearly In love (self.zoophilia)
submitted 2017-08-03 23:41:27 by Dogsoulmate Forever My Dane's Man

My last post was emotional and somewhat unhelpful. So I wanted to write about some good feels.

I adore those moments when my man leans against me, and my heart flutters. When he looks at me and I smile while tearing up. My beautiful Dane is my soulmate, and I feel each day is a blessing. I don't know how dogs feel emotion, or if it's my anthropomorphism of him, but I feel love from him. And I guess regardless, I love and take care of him. He does not have a high sex drive and that's ok, cause I love him just the way he is. Early on, I even accepted that our intimacy may not include sex, and I loved him even more ❤️

Would like to hear from others, and how their relationships have in the past, or currently, touch your spirits or hearts. If you have not yet had a similar experience, what would be the characteristics you would look for in a relationship?

Thanks again for each of you that make this community and resource possible 😊

the_egoldstein 9 points on 2017-08-04 01:15:41

Some of my favorite times are...

...when she climbs up on the couch to lay down and puts her head in my lap.

...the way she, even after not playing with it for an entire year, still knows where the laser pointer is, keeps track of it, and will still hint that she wants to play with it.

...how she will paw at me if I don't respond to her prompting to play.

...during a good romp in the great outdoors, she finds something very interesting and looks back at me with that look that says, "are we going to explore/chase/roll on this?"

...when we're on a roadtrip and she snakes her head forward to rest it on my shoulder. I prefer when she lays down as it's safer, but that feeling of closeness is wonderful.

Dogsoulmate Forever My Dane's Man 1 point on 2017-08-04 01:24:21

❤️❤️❤️ This made my evening 😊

wright-one ursidae canidae pantherinae 3 points on 2017-08-05 01:17:36

i have the pleasure of sharing my life with her as well. she is a wonderful dog. :)

OnzaZ 3 points on 2017-08-04 05:13:36

A male dog with no sex drive. Neutered?

Me, mutual grooming, definitely. :|

But I have no partner so it's just dreams so far.

Dogsoulmate Forever My Dane's Man 2 points on 2017-08-05 00:43:58

He is intact, but was a rescue with stunted growth. I'm not sure if that has effected him, but I think his personality is part of it too. Big cuddle bug. Likes a release though every two weeks or so. Just not a horny pup. Rarely even tries to hump other dogs

SCP_2547 3 points on 2017-08-05 01:11:47

Rarely even tries to hump other dogs

I wonder if a zoophile's animals usually have less interest in having sex with other animals.
It's been the case for mine, at least.

[deleted] 4 points on 2017-08-05 09:37:47

[removed]

SCP_2547 2 points on 2017-08-05 11:22:34

My bitch is technically pretty disgusting, but I have a reverse-germaphobia for her. I'm pretty disgusting too.
Fun fact: Did you know we rimmed each other once?


And hey, you replied to a really random comment of mine. Well that makes sense, considering you unsurprisingly failed to say anything useful anyways.

[deleted] 2 points on 2017-08-05 11:35:52

[removed]

mttcisc crocodiles are beautiful 1 point on 2017-08-05 12:00:20

He likes it. At least he thinks he likes it, because he have never done that yet (We two are both 18, we have a time). So now explain why we should not fuck animals, there is an instruction how to convince me, I can't speak for SCP: https://www.reddit.com/r/zoophilia/comments/6rnbiy/we_cant_expect_this_to_last_forever/dl745k7/

bossmanpb 3 points on 2017-08-05 12:03:29

Fuck humans because humans can have healthy relationships with other humans. Fucking animals is just taking advantage of them.

mttcisc crocodiles are beautiful 3 points on 2017-08-05 12:09:16

I would not willingly fuck a human, I just find it disgusting. I remind you, preferences are subjective, so don't try to point out that I like crocodiles. And I can't see anything "unhealthy" in relationship wit a crocodile.

SCP_2547 1 point on 2017-08-05 16:30:54

''healthy relationships''
XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD-no.
You mean when humans betray you and use you instead?
Not to mention humans are fucking disgusting. If zoo exclusives like us ended up having sex with a human, it would be rape.

SCP_2547 2 points on 2017-08-05 14:04:35

I'm not sadistic. For animals, at least.
I guess I can also assume you are sadistic to what you're attracted to?


And enlighten? I'm honest here: Are you retarded?
I am attracted to animals. So the same reason you'd fuck a human.

silverwolf-tippysmat 5 points on 2017-08-04 10:33:56

I wrote a "letter" to Tippy, long after she was gone, about this very thing. I'd like to post it here as my reply:

Tippy, what I love about you,

The way your eyes light when you see me, your pupils growing large with love.

Glancing at you on our bed while I undress, to find you watching me. How you shift your eyes, look back, then shyly turn away, only to let me catch you again a minute later.

The way your tail would slowly wave when you’d come to me, but rapidly beat when I’d come to you.

How your ears would stand capturing every word I’d say, and lay smiling down at the touch of my hand.

The way you’d lay your delicate paw in my outstretched hand, and sit for hours holding hands with me.

How you would roll on your back, dusting the floor when I’d walk in the room, yet shy, you’d curl hiding in a corner if I were not alone.

The nights you’d lead me to our bed, to lay beside you, holding me gently and kissing the cares from my brow.

Never an active dog, the way you thrilled to my touch, as if you’d saved a days strength for me.

How you’d expect me to share my meals with you, and always offer yours to me.

The way you always stopped to smell the flowers, reminding me to do the same.

Most of all that you loved me, and showing me the way you let me love you.

That our love still fills me, with you gone an eternity and me at my lowest, and how I know it always will.

silverwolf

I've many different things I loved about Shadow too, but the pain remains too raw right now, having dreamed of her last night. I may reply again later...

sw

Dogsoulmate Forever My Dane's Man 2 points on 2017-08-05 00:38:35

Thank you so much for sharing. I can't begin to imagine how difficult it must be having lost you lovely girl. But I also see and hear the true love you two still have for each other. You both are lucky to have been changed for the better through and with each other ❤️ I really am happy for your experiences, silverwolf.

Dogsoulmate

SCP_2547 3 points on 2017-08-04 18:07:44

I love when she shows a lot of affection. I mean more than usual. It makes her love feel more real, and mine too.
I love it when we're in bed, we're enjoying food together, it's raining, it's night and we both have the desire to have a little pleasure together.
When we go into bed she sits on the end of the bed before I lie down under the sheets, when I finally do she shoots towards me and lies next to me, or on me, sometimes.
And of course, I get to see her beautiful body. I sometimes just appreciate it very much.
I also sometimes love it when we understand eachother. Even though we're so different yet so similar, we can still communicate.
She doesn't understand sarcasm like we all do, but she does understand it in a way. I often screw around with her and when she realizes that, she does the same and gets all playful.

Dogsoulmate Forever My Dane's Man 1 point on 2017-08-05 00:34:49

This sounds so delightful and hear warming ❤️

[deleted] 4 points on 2017-08-05 09:39:04

[removed]

SCP_2547 2 points on 2017-08-05 11:27:27

I think getting caught will be the least of my worries. The more you talk, the more I lose the ability to use my own brain.
You're a threat to the public that way!
Oh and by the way, every time you post here on this subreddit, I will give my bitch a nice time. Keep going, because now it's all on you.

mttcisc crocodiles are beautiful 1 point on 2017-08-05 11:33:57

Oh and by the way, every time you post here on this subreddit, I will give my bitch a nice time. Keep going, because now it's all on you.

Please, don't do that if he replies to my replies. I want some challenge, and antis gives up really quickly.

mttcisc crocodiles are beautiful 3 points on 2017-08-05 11:35:26

Seriously, what is wrong with you people? We really want constructive conversations, calling us disgusting won't help you! https://www.reddit.com/r/zoophilia/comments/6rnbiy/we_cant_expect_this_to_last_forever/dl745k7/

[deleted] 6 points on 2017-08-05 11:41:10

[removed]

mttcisc crocodiles are beautiful 2 points on 2017-08-05 12:04:37

Isn't fucking your own species not enough.

I don't like people, I'm exclusive zoo.

some people here encourage others to fuck dogs.

They rather explains how to not hurt it and yourself, I haven't seen anyone here saying "You should fuck it".

bossmanpb 3 points on 2017-08-05 12:08:11

Why fuck dogs or do anything sexual with dogs or watch anything sexual to do with dogs or help aid people that fuck dogs. You're still as bad you evil bastard.

mttcisc crocodiles are beautiful 2 points on 2017-08-05 12:10:39

I'm sorry, I don't understand first "sentence".

[deleted] 1 point on 2017-08-05 12:11:58

[removed]

[deleted] 1 point on 2017-08-05 12:12:10

[removed]

[deleted] 1 point on 2017-08-05 12:12:29

[removed]

mttcisc crocodiles are beautiful 3 points on 2017-08-05 12:13:52

Doctor, we lost him, patient is not responding.

[deleted] 1 point on 2017-08-05 12:15:09

[removed]

mttcisc crocodiles are beautiful 2 points on 2017-08-05 12:18:45

Again, I can't see why sane person can not be a herpetophile. It doesn't even mean that I will have sex with them. I want of course, but attraction is not enough to force people to act upon it.

[deleted] 1 point on 2017-08-05 12:23:57

[removed]

mttcisc crocodiles are beautiful 1 point on 2017-08-05 12:29:12

Well, it isn't what I was talking about. I actually understand why you find it funny. If you are so convinced you are right, then look for news like "a man was killed while trying to have sex with his crocodile" somewhere around... 2027

[deleted] 1 point on 2017-08-05 12:31:27

[removed]

mttcisc crocodiles are beautiful 1 point on 2017-08-05 12:37:06

Actually if I manage to get a crocodile, it will die first and I will be too old to take care of another one then I would indeed kill myself. But I prefer a pistol, beretta 92 looks nice.

[deleted] 1 point on 2017-08-05 12:39:38

[removed]

mttcisc crocodiles are beautiful 1 point on 2017-08-05 12:45:34

Want to have a conversation about the meaning of life? OK!

Everything is going to end. There will be an event called "heat death of universe". So everything you do, everything any other person/animal/plant do will eventually end up in this final state. Which means life has no meaning in macro scale. But it doesn't mean you can have your target. This is mine: to take the best possible care of a crocodile. If the crocodile dies, then I don't have a target anymore. Eventually someone else will willingly cause its' death, then I would kill this person and me short after.

mttcisc crocodiles are beautiful 1 point on 2017-08-05 12:48:06

So now you can really say that I'm insane if this fits into your definition. I would understand.

[deleted] 1 point on 2017-08-05 12:49:08

[removed]

mttcisc crocodiles are beautiful 1 point on 2017-08-05 12:51:20

Of course, I know I can fail. But this would be my next goal. Don't involve my parents into this. And as I said I don't want to have children.

[deleted] 1 point on 2017-08-05 12:55:54

[removed]

mttcisc crocodiles are beautiful 1 point on 2017-08-05 12:56:50

Yes, this scenario is sad indeed, but remember, I don't want her to be killed. It's just "what if" scenario.

SCP_2547 1 point on 2017-08-05 12:56:04

You just wished death and pain to everyone here.
And mttcisc is edgy? Bruh.

[deleted] 1 point on 2017-08-05 12:58:04

[removed]

SCP_2547 2 points on 2017-08-05 14:01:43

Oh, first: Bestiality*
Learn to spell it correctly. When you spell it that way, you look idiotic.
Oh wait, you look idiotic either way.


Won't you murder someone who killed your spouse?
And hey, if someone killed my girl I wouldn't kill them, I would revolve my life around torturing that human. And of course, that'll result in death.
Edgy, but I would totally want to do that.
It's normal to want to do something like this. I'm fine if you don't want to do the same, but if you at least don't understand why you don't know what love means.
And to me, that's not very surprising.

SCP_2547 2 points on 2017-08-05 12:29:56

I like how it tries to make fun of you, but it even fails to communicate properly.

mttcisc crocodiles are beautiful 1 point on 2017-08-05 12:33:46

Ech, we didn't even started. This case is really pointless.

mttcisc crocodiles are beautiful 1 point on 2017-08-05 12:39:00

This is really weird, you can completely disarm them just by being honest and they can't even see what's happening.

[deleted] 2 points on 2017-08-05 11:49:43

[removed]

mttcisc crocodiles are beautiful 2 points on 2017-08-05 11:56:11

First: I don't fuck animals (yet), so stop this pointless description of best "treatment" for me.

Don't try to justify you fucking dogs as freedom of expression.

Ok, I won't, I didn't even want to use this argument.

If you don't want to convince me this is bad, why are you here then?

[deleted] 2 points on 2017-08-05 11:59:35

[removed]

mttcisc crocodiles are beautiful 2 points on 2017-08-05 12:06:49

I don't like dogs actually, I'm herpetophile, I like crocodiles.

SCP_2547 1 point on 2017-08-05 12:31:11

Don't cut yourself on that edge.

[deleted] 2 points on 2017-08-05 12:35:22

[removed]

SCP_2547 1 point on 2017-08-05 14:25:30

Well honestly having offspring these days is unethical, so you deserve to end up with such children.


And imagine raising a child and they turn out to lack intelligence.
And yeah, I'll kill myself some day probably. But I can't let my girl suffer and be all alone.

fuzzyfurry 2 points on 2017-08-05 13:08:49

I hope someone breaks all your bones one by one and drags your paralysed body through broken glass and pours boiled arsenic on the remains of your disgusting body

If you're a male cut of your dick into chunks and serve it to you in a bed of salad. If you're a female cut up parts of your Pussy and serve them to you as your last meal.

Do you get off on those fantasies?

[deleted] 1 point on 2017-08-05 13:15:51

[removed]

[deleted] 2 points on 2017-08-04 22:12:55

[removed]

[deleted] 21 points on 2017-08-05 07:43:26

[removed]

[deleted] 8 points on 2017-08-05 07:52:48

[removed]

AmoreBestia Pro-zoophile, non-zoophile. 2 points on 2017-08-05 14:35:21

Yall some banned.

OnzaZ 1 point on 2017-08-05 14:52:51

What happened?

AmoreBestia Pro-zoophile, non-zoophile. 1 point on 2017-08-05 14:54:24

"Yall some faggots" happened. I make it a point to make banning the trolls fun.

OnzaZ 1 point on 2017-08-05 14:59:24

Why are we suddenly getting invaded by trolls? :(

AmoreBestia Pro-zoophile, non-zoophile. 1 point on 2017-08-05 15:04:06

It happens. They'll get bored after a while.

[deleted] 1 point on 2017-08-05 15:17:31

[deleted]

the_egoldstein 1 point on 2017-08-05 15:19:12

I believe they were baited in recently by /u/SCP_2547

OnzaZ 1 point on 2017-08-05 15:19:37

:c really.... god damn...

SCP_2547 1 point on 2017-08-05 15:19:54

Maybe, but the longerusername thingy noticed we caught their attention before.

the_egoldstein 1 point on 2017-08-05 15:27:34

I presume it was you seeing as how you were recently bragging about stirring shit in other subs.

SCP_2547 1 point on 2017-08-05 16:01:52

And when was that?

the_egoldstein 1 point on 2017-08-06 04:02:28

3 days ago, here

SCP_2547 1 point on 2017-08-06 15:26:09

But... that IS the thread I was talking about.
''Maybe, but the longerusername thingy noticed we caught their attention before.''
That is the thread I was talking about. Look at the name of the thread.

caikgoch 1 point on 2017-08-07 00:02:49

I do believe that bunch sets a new record for gullible. One states "I work in CPS" and follows it with " a toddler could be aroused if fondled" as their contribution to the "consent" red herring. That is the worst lie I've seen in a while.

[deleted] 8 points on 2017-08-05 09:36:55

[removed]

fuzzyfurry 1 point on 2017-08-05 11:21:54
fuzzyfurry 3 points on 2017-08-05 11:22:42

This thread has been linked in /r/sadcringe btw.

Dogsoulmate Forever My Dane's Man 1 point on 2017-08-05 11:23:21

Yeah I saw that. Delightful 😜

[deleted] 1 point on 2017-08-05 12:00:49

[removed]

[deleted] 1 point on 2017-08-05 12:00:59

[removed]

[deleted] 1 point on 2017-08-05 12:01:30

[removed]

[deleted] 1 point on 2017-08-05 12:03:03

[removed]

[deleted] 1 point on 2017-08-05 12:26:51

[removed]

AmoreBestia Pro-zoophile, non-zoophile. 1 point on 2017-08-05 14:46:21

Disagreeing is fine wishing for other users to be imprisoned, raped, and "abused with machetes" is something I advise you get some help for.

(Oh, and that's a ban)

[deleted] 1 point on 2017-08-05 14:06:25

[removed]

[deleted] 1 point on 2017-08-05 14:10:53

[deleted]

[deleted] 2 points on 2017-08-05 14:12:33

[removed]

[deleted] 1 point on 2017-08-05 14:14:16

[removed]

AmoreBestia Pro-zoophile, non-zoophile. 2 points on 2017-08-05 14:39:02

Literally ban yourself.

Oh wait, that's job.

[deleted] 1 point on 2017-08-05 14:16:50

[removed]

[deleted] 1 point on 2017-08-05 14:17:00

[removed]

30-30 amator equae 1 point on 2017-08-05 14:20:48

Hey WarCanine! How´s it goin´over there? Are you happy now? Look, it´s exactly this impulsive behaviour, this unthoughtful actions that renders it impossible for us as a community to advance in our goals. An Aluzky on his ego trip of "educating the public" , though he should be the very last of us who should turn into a mouthpiece due to his real actions (fucking other peoples´dogs without the owner´s knowledge, his "dog shit flic etc.), you who are obviously on a "I don´t give a fuck" rampage (and it´s not the type of "I don´t give a fuck" I was referring to...) because you are dissatisfied with life, people like Michael Kiok and Oliver Burdinski (from the ZETA group)....it all fails miserably and draws negative attention on us as a group. I know, I know, you "only do it for the lulz"....yeah, the ego, remember?

Have you ever thought about penile reduction surgery? ;) To solve your little "problem" and to spare us of another gathering of the grinchs like the one you summoned in here? My gosh, dude, going berzerk won´t solve your problem at all, you are technically an adult, so would you ,for god´s sake, behave like one? Pleazuuu?!?

I like fun facts, but I like statistics more, so here´s one for you:

"Roughly about 75% of all zoophiles in online zoo forums never make any sexual experience with an animal or even the animal of their choice in their entire lives." Still feel your life is fucked?!? You already have more than 75% of the average zoo forum users will ever have....you´re welcome.

Dogsoulmate Forever My Dane's Man 1 point on 2017-08-05 14:24:19

Is this directed at the OP?

[deleted] 1 point on 2017-08-05 15:21:04

[deleted]

SCP_2547 2 points on 2017-08-05 16:01:20

Hey WarCanine! How´s it goin´over there? Are you happy now? Look, it´s exactly this impulsive behaviour, this unthoughtful actions that renders it impossible for us as a community to advance in our goals. An Aluzky on his ego trip of "educating the public" , though he should be the very last of us who should turn into a mouthpiece due to his real actions (fucking other peoples´dogs without the owner´s knowledge, his "dog shit flic etc.), you who are obviously on a "I don´t give a fuck" rampage (and it´s not the type of "I don´t give a fuck" I was referring to...) because you are dissatisfied with life, people like Michael Kiok and Oliver Burdinski (from the ZETA group)....it all fails miserably and draws negative attention on us as a group. I know, I know, you "only do it for the lulz"....yeah, the ego, remember?

Oh look, you're going a little crazy again.
Seriously, who the fuck cares I did this? I thought you didn't care what the antis thought?
Also, thelongestusername already noted that there's anti-zoos around again. Wow, I made arguments happen. Big problem!

Have you ever thought about penile reduction surgery? ;) To solve your little "problem" and to spare us of another gathering of the grinchs like the one you summoned in here? My gosh, dude, going berzerk won´t solve your problem at all, you are technically an adult, so would you ,for god´s sake, behave like one? Pleazuuu?!?

Oh look, you're blaming it on that. That's not even true.
My my, looks like you have the same behavior as them. So much assumptions.
Pretty pathetic of you. And you acting so dumb doesn't help either.
Please silence yourself forever. It's funny that I'm the bad one here right now, and you're usually disliked by the things you say.

I like fun facts, but I like statistics more, so here´s one for you: "Roughly about 75% of all zoophiles in online zoo forums never make any sexual experience with an animal or even the animal of their choice in their entire lives." Still feel your life is fucked?!? You already have more than 75% of the average zoo forum users will ever have....you´re welcome.

How could we be so sure that they're true zoophiles? We both always question that.
How many are zoo exclusive again? I bet it's less than the majority, so they can have sex with a human.
And where's the facts for this? I think this is very inaccurate because this only covers zoophiles on forums. We don't know how many zoophiles there really are either.
Even then, I have many reasons why this shit is unfair and why I'm not happy with it. You clearly misunderstand me, but I guess that's not very surprising since you're not someone who could understand someone else.
And again, from my experience no one here is a virgin really. At least not the majority.
Even if your stats were true, what about this?
Are they all depressed young humans who make a big deal out of certain things that aren't considered that important by most?
Do they have a willing animal that they can't have sex with? This is something you really need to keep in mind. Tell me, do they?


Also, in the end that's very easy for you to say huh? Of course you'd endlessly taunt me with this. It was to be expected.
Fucked at 17... Fencehopped... Daily sex... Yep, sex isn't important alright. I guess it's fun to taunt what others want with what you have.
You still haven't answered my question: Why do you have sex so much if it's not important?
Knowing you, you will never give an answer anyways. And in that case, I already know my answer: You're lying, because you do think it's important.
Stop having sex then if it's not a big deal?


I wish you'd live like me and feel how it feels. Would be fun if you had a fully willing mare that you couldn't have sex with.
You're a depressed someone who never really had fun in life and has daily fears of almost everything, but always dreamed of an animal...
Same breed as what other zoophiles have, and they can have sex with theirs. It would be your first love and your first animal.
You'd have full confidence. You expected it 100% to happen some day that you even told others you already had sex with her, because you were so sure that in your thoughts it already happened. You know what? You expected it 10000% to happen, that badly did you think it was going to happen.
And then you keep trying because you seek for having sex with your first love so badly. Then one night she begs you for it and won't even let you sleep.
Then you feel guilty, and also because your girl would die without ever experiencing sex, and you want to have the same fate as her, so neither of you will experience what many experience so easily without effort. A few seconds or even minutes of easy pleasure that many in their livetimes experience at least once. A very easy way to happiness...
You feel lonely and want to seek help for it, but others either taunt you or insult you for it. Would feel so fucking nice, right?
But when they give you advice, it's either just giving you false hope or advice that doesn't work. You'd do anything for it at this point, except hurting her.
And even if you still wanted to have sex with another animal, you would want your next partner to be a male, so you'd probably lose your virginity at 50 at best. And who says that mare wouldn't be too small either?
But still, you'd want to have your first experience with your first love.
You are so dedicated to it you are still trying after years. You still try to find any information you can.
You've lost all optimism and are basically beating a dead horse, yet you still do it...
And everytime you fail to have sex, you experience extreme jealousy and hate that you cry yourself to sleep because of how unlucky you are.
If that wouldn't be a big deal to you, then we're really fucking different. VERY different. It's sad that you can't at least understand.
I think I do know why, though. It's hard to feel for others in situations like this.
When you have more than others, you don't know how important something really can be. Especially when you're living in fucking luxury compared to me or even other zoophiles in fact. Rich humans don't give a fuck either about the homeless. Same thing here, but you judging me for it is just straight up retarded.
So I'll just try to make sense with you one last time: You can NOT I repeat: NOT just stop caring about something. How hard is that for you to understand. Do. I. Need. To. Talk. Like. This?


And guess what? The more you taunt me about this the more you'll depress the fuck out of me.
In fact, you're the one who made me feel the worst about this. You're the one who gave me false hope and taunted me with it before.
This isn't even a threat, this is exactly what makes everything worse. If you're going to whine because I whine next time, it's definitely your fault.


And most important of all: In the end, I didn't get the anti-zoophiles here because of this. Lay off the drugs for a while so maybe you brain can get back to functioning again.
I did because I am bored. So it may be related to what you accused me of in a way.
And also as revenge. I got them back by pissing them off.
I'm not making friends with my enemies. I'd be a weak opponent.
You see, most of them are banned now, which was also part of my plan. It brings this scum off these subs, but at the same time I wanted to have fun with them for a second.
You may not see them as dumbfucks, but I definitely do. I see brainless apes screaming ''RAPE!!!'' like football moms.

justzayin 4 points on 2017-08-05 16:42:15

You ever think about, you know, taking a break from online forums? I think they do you more harm than good.

[deleted] 1 point on 2017-08-05 17:44:39

[removed]

[deleted] 1 point on 2017-08-05 18:01:00

[removed]

30-30 amator equae 2 points on 2017-08-05 19:45:28

Wow, what a plan..how cunning to lure people over here to get them banned by their expectable insultory posts. Should we call you the next Sheldon Cooper now? Gosh, you´re so self absorbed in your laments about your situation, but do nothing to change it yourself.

I gave you hope? Maybe I´m guilty of that, but I never meant to give you the hope to bloat up your ego and go on a completely unhinged and useless crusade against everyone and everything that you can project your own, personal problems onto. You know what I expect of you? Discipline. Self containment. Self reflection. The willingness to change your world by changing yourself. That´s what I expect, not the bullshit you´ve been pulling off the last few days/weeks. But you prefer to go on an egomaniacal rampage as the insecure and unstable person you are, reassuring "them" even more in their firm belief that we´re all egomaniacal, emotionally unstable persons with a tendency for fights and drama. What you do in here I couldn´t care less about, but when you carry your instability, your anger and your obvious frustration onto the outside, this isn´t a fucking kiddie game anymore.

Well, yes, I do have sex on a regular basis. But you know what? I would happily cut my dick and balls off if this would grant my Hannover mare just one more fucking day on this planet. I would even give my life for another day for her. Sex important? Sure, but not that important as it seems to be for you. I´ve had my phases where I was in an even shittier situation, for example the phase between meeting my Hannover mare and finally buying her. And I couldn´t even "finger her" or give her oral, nothing was possible. But I never pulled off what you are pulling off here, with all that whining and complaining, all that "look how hard I have it".

You remember that I told you you´re on a dangerous path? I guess I was right from what you are unveiling here to us all. You´re complacent and expect others to sort out your life for you, but that most certainly won´t happen. I had to go through all of it alone, without the net and fancy online friends, without all that crap. I had to wash my dishes and clothes myself by the age of 18, I worked as a paperboy before school and had to get up at 4 AM in the morning, just to build the life I have now. And you? What have you done except complaining and whining? Since you don´t get tired to tell us that you lost your love/ability to love and don´t see your relation to the family dog as satisfactory, why don´t you just move out of your parent´s house, get a flat of your own, a dog of your own that can acommodate you and cut out on all this alibi crap you´re pulling off in here?

So you´re disappointed that some sentences from some random dude on the internet won´t solve your problems, huh? And that is the reason for all of this? Guess what, I can only show you the way, but you are the one who has to march it , you are the one responsible to develop patience, compassion, a characterial sturdyness to withstand unfavourable times and situations, that´s YOUR duty, not mine, pal. So would you please start acting like a grown up and take the responsibility for your life instead of trying to pass it onto everyone else? "...because I´m bored" , "revenge"...say, could it be that the dog fucking is the very least of your problems? How about developing a personality to shoosh off your boredom? How about not permeating hate and anger by this stupid urge to retaliate? Can´t you see that this is exactly what "they" are expecting of us? Can´t you think for more than just yourself, even if it only is for one friggin´ minute?

Oh, by the way, you can bring up the fencehopping stuff as much as you want, but the time I was "fencehopping" (despite the fact that my very first mare had been abandoned by her owner) was in the end of the eighties and at this time, I hadn´t heard about fencehopping due to the fact that I was alone, completely alone with my orientation. No forums, no books. If you still like to call it fencehopping, fine. Maybe you want to lecture me on some other incidents that had happened long before your parents even got horny thoughts that resulted in you 9 months later, will you? And another thing, mate...my brain will be working perfectly even if I smoke ten bongs per hour, additionally eat two muffins loaded to the brim with ganja and glue my forehead full of Albert Hoffmann jubilee blotter pieces. That´s a fact, because even in my worst drug usage phases, I managed to lead a good life without stirring up shit. Maybe you want to keep your eyes open for some acid, in your case , the LSD might have a beneficial effect on you...to give you some distictively different perspective on what you are, what your life is, what makes you pull off all this crazy stuff.

You surely aren´t far from falling off the metaphorical cliff; you stared into the abyss for too long, unaware that the abyss stares into you. Real love means to transcend your ego; have you done that or are you still wainting, sitting in front of your computer, waiting for the one who sorts out your life for you?

The "hope " I gave you was exactly that, the hope that somebody else will do the work for you, isn´t it? Although it´s obviously wasted time , I´ll give you one last recommendation on what you can do to get your shit together: go offline for the next, let´s say, two to three weeks. And in this "forum holidays", sit down and think about your life, what you want from it, what you are willing to sacrifice for it, what you are ready to give. Write down everything and try to find a way to achieve your desired goal instead of wasting your time trying to convince us that you have it the hardest, are the craziest, emotionally most unstable etc. pp.

Yes, we all understood that you´re crying for help with your posts. No need to perpetuate that routine anymore, man. But it is YOU who has to realise that we´re all representatives of an idea and you don´t fully belong to yourself anymore when you´re a zoophile. It´s not just your business when you fuck up. People with a similar mind are the ones responsible for the failure of any middle east peace process..."No, Ahmad, I won´t accept that, let´s fire some rockets to Tel Aviv" - "No, Moishe, I won´t accept that, let´s annect some more Westbank lands"...as I said, an eye for an eye, until we´re all blind. Should you ever find the courage to reemerge from your egotrip, I´ll be there for you to talk. But until you´ve managed this, you are leaving me no other choice but to harshly step on the brakes. And you wondered why I wasn´t just introducing you to my "non existent" zoo group...guess what, we´re still existent because we like to know people and "sniff them" in real life first before we invite some loose cannon that lacks the discipline and only thinks of himself and his own, personal needs. One bad apple in the basket...you know the proverb, don´t you?

SCP_2547 1 point on 2017-08-05 20:56:05

Wow, what a plan..how cunning to lure people over here to get them banned by their expectable insultory posts.

Hey look, I'm like the police. Trap the scum and arrest them.

I gave you hope? Maybe I´m guilty of that, but I never meant to give you the hope to bloat up your ego and go on a completely unhinged and useless crusade against everyone and everything that you can project your own, personal problems onto.

Yeah you really hurt me with that, because you even gave me more hope. And guess what? I already had so much hope.
Look where that went...

You know what I expect of you? Discipline. Self containment. Self reflection. The willingness to change your world by changing yourself.

Oh believe me, I have tried and couldn't.
I didn't want to suffer either, but it just all happened.

Sex important? Sure, but not that important as it seems to be for you. I´ve had my phases where I was in an even shittier situation, for example the phase between meeting my Hannover mare and finally buying her. And I couldn´t even "finger her" or give her oral, nothing was possible. But I never pulled off what you are pulling off here, with all that whining and complaining, all that "look how hard I have it".

Oh my... you are so delusional. ''Shittier situation.'' You're fucking kidding me, right?
YOU LOST YOUR VIRGINITY AT FUCKING 17. SEVEN FUCKING TEEN.
Oh yes, you had it hard huh? I'd fucking kill to have that happen.
And guess what? I was also in that phase once, but she ended up being more sexual. And guess what? I actually easily accepted her no interest in sex because it was her wish. I didn't mind, but now she does want it.
You can't call that shitty at all. Only proves you only see them as whores.
''Oh nooo, my horse doesn't want to have sex with me!'' ''I'm in a shitty situation!''
Yeah sure mate, sure...
So I have had it at least as bad as you, but of course you know my story, so I've had it at least 10 times as bad as you.
You get to have sex with your first animal, I fucking can't so neither of us will experience it ever.
THAT is shitty.

You´re complacent and expect others to sort out your life for you, but that most certainly won´t happen.

No I don't. I'm fucking unhappy, do you expect me to act happy?
Hello, logic???

I had to go through all of it alone, without the net and fancy online friends, without all that crap. I had to wash my dishes and clothes myself by the age of 18, I worked as a paperboy before school and had to get up at 4 AM in the morning, just to build the life I have now.

And I have to experience extreme depression, fear and feel oppressed in a certain way every day. And as much as I liked to care for her, it gets fucking heavy and wears you out. I can't even take walks longer than 30 minutes any more. What you had was a normal life, not me.
And you expect me to work? I can't leave my girl alone, school is already bad enough.
Building up a life? All I want is to fuck her. That's all I want now.
I've put school and life aside just so I could try to have sex.

Since you don´t get tired to tell us that you lost your love/ability to love and don´t see your relation to the family dog as satisfactory, why don´t you just move out of your parent´s house, get a flat of your own, a dog of your own that can acommodate you and cut out on all this alibi crap you´re pulling off in here?

Ah yes, moving out at 18 when you haven't even finished school, a job and you're suffering from many things.

"...because I´m bored" , "revenge"...say, could it be that the dog fucking is the very least of your problems?

As much as our virginity is a big fucking problem, yes I have a lot of other problems.

Oh, by the way, you can bring up the fencehopping stuff as much as you want, but the time I was "fencehopping" (despite the fact that my very first mare had been abandoned by her owner) was in the end of the eighties and at this time, I hadn´t heard about fencehopping due to the fact that I was alone, completely alone with my orientation. No forums, no books. If you still like to call it fencehopping, fine.

Oh look, invalid excuses.
So what if you didn't know what it was yet? Well hey, I guess I can use such excuses too.
I don't know what killing humans is, let me go on a killing spree. Oh officer, I didn't know what that meant so I wasn't killing anyone!
Sure pal, sure. Also, I expected you to at least think of your actions. Thanks for giving a clearer image of you, you didn't give a shit about anything back then.
No matter what you say, it was indeed fencehopping and you can deny it as much as you want, but it is true. It's the definition of fencehopping and you went out of your way to do it.

Maybe you want to keep your eyes open for some acid, in your case , the LSD might have a beneficial effect on you...to give you some distictively different perspective on what you are, what your life is, what makes you pull off all this crazy stuff.

You're seriously disgusting, offering shit like that.
I'm glad I'm not as idiotic as you and got addicted, in the case you are. Also, if you really are: Your drugs is my desire to have sex with her.

The "hope " I gave you was exactly that, the hope that somebody else will do the work for you, isn´t it?

It's a rude and weird way of saying it, but in a way.
You don't owe me an answer, but if you want to help me by saying ''sex isn't important'' or anything like that, you might as well fuck off. I'd rather have tips on how to increase the chances of us having sex. That's what you really would do if you want to help me, and nobody seems to do that, but one godly human.
I've been doing a lot of work myself, experimenting and such. But still, I need help from others. You don't owe me that, but I still ask for help since I can't do it on my own.

I´ll give you one last recommendation on what you can do to get your shit together: go offline for the next, let´s say, two to three weeks. And in this "forum holidays", sit down and think about your life, what you want from it, what you are willing to sacrifice for it, what you are ready to give. Write down everything and try to find a way to achieve your desired goal instead of wasting your time trying to convince us that you have it the hardest, are the craziest, emotionally most unstable etc. pp.

I've tried going away, but I feel lonely and want help. I just can't leave, it's really uncontrollable. I wish I could...
And I know what I want from life. I just want our chance, that is all. That is all I want.
I'll sacrifice everything but her for it. And I can't do it on my own.
I've tried everything I could, I rely on others because I am weak.
I give others advice sometimes, but I never listen to it myself. I need someone to tell me that what I do is right.
I'm afraid of myself. For example, I'd be afraid I'd hurt her in some way. But I need someone like AB to tell me it's all right.
I think he might have stopped me from going even more crazy or even killing myself.

Should you ever find the courage to reemerge from your egotrip, I´ll be there for you to talk.

No thanks, I'd rather have someone who looks at things realistically rather than optimistically.

It´s not just your business when you fuck up. People with a similar mind are the ones responsible for the failure of any middle east peace process

It really isn't, but if you tell me ''Just accept it'' of course I will go fucking crazy.
Hey look, your animal died! JUST ACCEPT IT, RIGHT?
Just accept it or stop caring. It's like telling others to stop being poor.

And you wondered why I wasn´t just introducing you to my "non existent" zoo group...guess what, we´re still existent because we like to know people and "sniff them" in real life first before we invite some loose cannon that lacks the discipline and only thinks of himself and his own, personal needs. One bad apple in the basket...you know the proverb, don´t you?

Not falling for this one. You used that as an excuse back then to pretend there's more zoophile exclusives giving a shit about the damn definition.
And real life? Wow, you really are playing safe. I guess a cop can just pretend to be a zoophile all this time and meet up? Well cops, here you are. An easy catch.
Oh and... you're now using it as an excuse to change my mind, to make it relevant.


But again, what's the point in you repeating the same shit as first? I'm simply too sick, hurt and depressed to do anything but to do one thing.

justzayin 1 point on 2017-08-06 01:13:45

10/10 post. Wow.

[deleted] 1 point on 2017-08-05 14:21:01

[removed]